i'm being weird these past days, or dysfunctional maybe (oh well, story of my life!). weird feelings. correction, dysfunctional feelings. weird temper (hindi ata ako nagalit over the weekend, so weird nga). weird dreams. speaking of which, i had a couple of nung weekend. Like last Saturday morning (btw, i work at night, sleep during the day. yes, a vampire)... in my dream Manila was hit by a major earthquake and nasa office daw ako that time. i saw the other building of RCBC (we're situated in tower 2) badly damaged: windows shattered, papers and office stuffs flying in the air. and what's even surprising is that there are cars sucked out of the building, imagine above 30th floor eh may parking?! i'm not sure though if the building we're in was also damaged by the quake. this still is so vivid in my mind.
here's another. last night i dreamed about a wedding. uhmm okay, my own wedding :D nothing to be excited about because i really don't have plans yet, definitely none this year. why was it weird? firstly, i saw the bride's face. from what i've heard you're not suppose to see your bride in dreams (tama nga ba), sabi nila mahirap makita or sa succeeding dreams pa daw dapat yun. or that you'll need so much will power to be able to see her. eh ako nakita ko na kaagad. i guess it's not important for you readers (are there?) to know who she is. apparently i know her very well. mabibilang ko lang sa daliri ang nagbabasa ng blog ko, sabihin ko na kaya? ;p. does it mean subconsciously that i really want being with her pero di ko lang napapansin? i don't know pero if there's one thing that dream tells me, stong-willed pala ako hehe ;p. what makes it weirder is that i tried postponing it, i think hours before the event, kasi nga i realized na i haven't invited my friends pala. well there are three who attended, a friend from the office, a barkada from college and a kababata. again i won't mention their names, baka magtampo ang mga hindi kasama eh hehe. tatatlo lang ba ang kaibigan ko? does that mean something or what. marami naman akong kaibigan ah. or maybe i am warned of being too occupied with too many activities i tend to forget the people around me. that sounds very me *guilty*.
can someone please tell me these are just symptoms of sleeping deficiency syndrome, if there is such a thing. for the past three days, uhmm, 3 plus 2 plus 7 (see i can't even remember elementary math dahil sa puyat). 12 hours for 3 days hmmm kulang pa rin eh noh? that's 12 hours short of a normal beauty rest, assuming kaya ko yung typical 8-hour a day sleep. am i too stressed these days (i think so). or maybe i should just change my folding bed. sabagay luma na rin eh. or maybe i am being abducted by aliens while i am asleep. oh nooo!
