from what i remember throughout the year there were very few times i got sick or at least stayed home because i'm not feeling well. i am living with my ate at bunso namin sa magkakapatid and yes, we tend to everyone's needs (i support our family financially, ate ko naman ang cook and si Samuel, siya ang nakikinig lang ng music araw araw hehe) but there are certain times you wish you can just relax and be pampered by people around you. recently, after the accident i stayed home for more than a week and boy, bukod sa na-bore ako because i barely could use the keyboard with my sore left hand eh nag self-pity lang ata ako most of the time. it's one of my weaknesses i guess, which apparently i need to overcome. it's those times you wish someone takes care of you. doesn't matter who that is as long as may nag-aalaga. two people i miss, my nanay who i remember cooks for me and attends to my needs kahit may lagnat lang ako. and of course my girlfriend beside me (oh when can i get over you, you know who you are)...
and today i feel so sick :( where are they? nanay is not around though i don't wish for her to be here at this moment hehe ;p God bless her soul! oh well, i guess i just have to stop feeling sorry for myself. itulog ko na nga lang toh and i have a wedding to attend to tomorrow morning. haaaayyy..
