my computer clock reads 4:29AM Manila time and i am still awake. don't even ask why. it's getting frustrating nowadays. i should be in deep sleep by this time. which leads me to really ponder on why am i still here. do i still love what i do? what keeps me from leaving? or a better question should be, am i ready to move on?

when something pushes me to the edge, i don't easily give up. not without a fight. i put up a challenge. pero feeling ko lately i'm trying to move a mountain without much progress. so when exactly do you say enough is enough? all i can say is that this is not good anymore. ain't healthy either..