just lucky to be alive today..

last entry (.?)

i'll be setting out today to meet up with God so i should be gone in a few days. no mails or internet. no connection. i need to talk to Him, wanting to consult some things... i hope to be back. alive if He allows it. else, you guessed it right, this might turn out to be my last entry..

post scriptum:
everything i did and had been doing, all that i said and uttered, they came nowhere else but from my heart.

did you

would you say everything you could
do the things that you thought you would
did it ever occur to you that this could be your final day
did you go where you wanted to go
learn about what you wanted to know
did you ever really give something back instead of always taking it

did you find what you're looking for
did you get your foot in the door
can you look at yourself and feel proud of all the things you've done
did you inspire the ones that you knew
make a difference to those who knew you
did you finally figure out what it is that makes us who we are today

don't waste another day
you never know when you'll get one
don't waste another day
to do anything you haven't done

did you always give it your best
is there anything you regret
if you could have another shot at it all would you do it just the same
was it all that you thought it could be
are you the person you thought you would be
or did it feel like you were spinning your wheels instead of moving forward everyday

don't waste another day
you never know when you'll get one
don't waste another day
to do anything you haven't done

frustrating

nothing is more frustrating to cap April than the Dallas Mavericks faulting out of their first round series with the Golden State Warriors. i mean it's already 3-1 and game 5 is a few hours from now. being a Maverick fan, i am not even sure if i'd watch the game later. give credit to the Warriors man, they're playing inspired basketball. they're playing their hearts out, considering being the severe underdogs. and Dirk's not being a leader. it's just frustrating to hear him talking about how the opponents has taken him out of his game. he's likely to be the league's MVP this year and he's not living up to it. come on, you need to stop sounding like a beaten man and start to be a leader at this crucial moment! now im having second thoughts if i'd don your jersey if i play some hoops..